It seems to be a tradition in many Hollywood movies that people who go through a life threatening experience have a sudden realization of their own frailty and come out of it transformed (as for example Jeff Bridges in FEARLESS), ready to change and reinvent their lives.
I'm afraid things do not quite work this way in reality, at least for me. It has been one year to that very day since I got involved in the terror attack at the TAJ MAHAL HOTEL and the after Mumbai is proving difficult. I cannot say that the experience left such a scar on me (except for the one on my left leg) and I certainly came out of it with the strong desire to make every day in my life count for something.
But one year later I have to admit things have not changed in the way I would like.
In truth not much has changed, except for the fact I'm more painfully aware that time is passing by and everything could end in the blink of an eye, without any warning. Every day feels like the same day and this is the most difficult things to live with.
I still feel immensely lucky and privileged to have survived through that night when so many people have lost their lives, or the lives of someone they loved. My thoughts tonight go to each ones of them and to the staff at both the TAJ MAHAL and the OBEROI who have put themselves at risk, often paying the highest possible price, because they felt it was their duty to protect their guests. They are the real heroes of Mumbai. And as usual with me, I will show my gratitude by dedicating them a new song which I've been planning to work on: FIRE AT THE TAJ.
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