I came back to Singapore a week ago and in all honnesty I would rather be anywhere else. I actually have started to mentally refer to Singapore as "the island of doom" ! Which is unfair since it isn't such a bad place to live. But after spending the last couple of weeks trecking in the Alps, I have finally come to realize that living in a big city is not what I want anylonger. I feel greater clarity, I feel that I'm starting to know better what I want my life to be. Not only in terms of where I want to live, but also what I want to do.
I can't help feeling that the 365 days of my life will be crucial and that by the same time next year things will look very different. At least this is what I set myself to achieve: living closer to nature probably back in Europe. And in all likeliness doing another job. Which is quite frankly terrifying since I have done the same for close to 20 years and I'm very good at it if I can say so myself. But it is also exhilarating to think about having such freedom and what it could bring.
Of course the 1 miilion dollar question (quite litterally) is how I will be able to make a living and have enough time to work on all my artistic projects.
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